I guess this is just an update since last time. I hope you all had wonderful valentine's days, whether with a special someone or with a good friend or family or just with yourself. I hope that you were all really happy, and that you ARE really happy right now.
I've been alright. Been struggling with self for a while, so things are rocky, but it's not rock-bottom. Some of my IRL buddies can attest, partially because I've texted them at 11:00 PM in need of comfort, occasionally crying as silently as possible because I share a bedroom with my brother. But it's okay - I've had good days too. Valentines day was fun - I didn't have my dance class or P.E., so I got to dress all friggen dapper and it was GORGEOUS. So that made me happy.
I've been working on my stories as well - I have some new artwork that of course won't be posted for months of Garnet [the fairy one] and Chihiro [another fairy character, who I learned about more recently]. And Xiro, of course, because you can't have Garnet and Chihiro without Xicheron the fourteenth.
I guess right now I'm melancholy. That's not exactly bad, but not exactly good either. . . I'm not sure what it is.
Ah, music! Music, music, music. Have some music.
So have some music. ^_^ Don't worry, it's all english this time. Those Simple Plan songs, though. . . my feels, all of them. Why. Just why.
Anyhow, short little update. Sorry about the weird title. . . I guess I'm in a poetic mood? Something weird as fuck like that.
Hah, saw a funny ad on TV for the Presidents Day Honda sale that involved Abe Lincoln and George Washington singing together. . . it was fucking hilarious. I laughed. I know I don't sound very amused, but I really was. It made me laugh.
Ugh, I'm just. . . I don't know what the fuck to do with myself. It's like my head is floating in this fucking fog and I can't see any of my goals or any of what I want to do or any of my purpose. I just don't fucking get it.
Anyways, see you all around.